only gawd knows how CRANKY i am..

MY LAPPIE IS SERIOUSLY MAKING ME ALL SO CRANKY. DAMN IT LA..
HONESTLY I FEEL LIKE THROWING MY LAPPIE DOWN FROM THE SECOND FLOOR OF A HDB FLAT. HEHEHEHE.....

OK. I KNOW. IT WONT HAPPEN IN this LIFETIME.

OHWELL.....I WAS SUPPOSE TO BLOG ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT BECAUSE OF MY CRANKINESS, I GOT TO CHANGE MY MIND.
ITS NOT MY FAULT, ISNT IT?

ohwell, mayb next time.

ps- im trying my best not to lose it. but if u wanna see a volcano erupt tonite, try me.

chiao.

cranky i am

todae is the submission of our PR prjt. our grp was the first to hand in. was damn proud of it. no offence to anyone ya... our class was a chaotic with most of the grps not done with their stuff. ohwell, but it all went well after tht.

sadly....not for me. *sniff

suddenly i wish tht xmas is not ard the corner. (im serious bout it man!)
the thot of "the season of the year" is here make my brain stop functionin, my blood boiling, my blood pressure goes way up high and my hart beat SEVEN times faster. can u EVER imagine how i feel?

i cant descrbie how broke i am. realli. i think i shld skip skol and beg in the street tmr. (just for tmr la..)
worse still, after skol old lady asked me to go for .... GROCERY SHOPPING. not tht i dun like GROCERY shopping, but not at the time when im broke rite?! damn....

just like cupcake, i need suga-dadies (suga-mumies are welcome too). i seriously do.

cranky, cranky, cranky. im feelin damn cranky.

chiao.

i miss you

i dunnoe if i can put this in words but...i try

Sweeter than anyone I know,
Bursting with love; always willing to show,
Calm and easy going,
Your bright smile always showing without knowing

Never afraid to be the real you,
Realistic in everything you do,
Everyone can't but fall in love with you,
Now I hate the way I miss the old you

Missing how you used to sit there
Lightly "punch" my arm
I laugh and pretend I wanted you to stop
Yeah, I miss that.

Miss the way you laugh
Miss the way you go all wild,
I miss you everyday
That is what I can truly say

voice within

atleast you trust your voice within

peanut butter

somewhere i have never travelled

gladly beyond any experience
your eyes have their silence
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
touching skilfully, mysteriously her first rose

or if your wish be to close me
i and my life will shut very beautifully
but suddenly as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending

nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility
whose texture compels me with the colour of its countries
rendering death and forever with each breathing

i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens
only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses
nobody, not even the rain,
has such small hands

its a SINFUL FOOD

went to hit the town with sandy n lina. the actual plan was to go with badz n gang. ohwell we went up n down lookin at the stuff ard..n the things tht we like is abv our budget. arghhh....
then we decided to hit da basement n without noein, we did a sinfully sin thing. hahahahahaha...i dunnoe if now, im regrettin it...but yea..its delicious. definitely.

its a mars chocolate bar cut into cubes. then they deep fried it. to make it SINFUL is the addition of a scoop of ice cream. oh my gawwd, i can feel the FATS in me....

we then head to heeren. saw some stuff there but not as great as the stuff we saw at far east.

ps- theres this black museum in far east which everyone shld check it out. cos when mr. moon hit the town, it turn out to b a club!
yea..

if i can get the chance to love deeper and talk sweeter....

chiao

that someday...

been spendin my week in the hospital...n it seem tht i forgotten wat a proper meal looks like..hehehe...kidding, kidding.

ohwell, this few days hv taught me bout few stuffs tht i hv not expected it to be. yea i noe i said it thousands times tht i hv learn alot of sutff, but every new day, the stuff tht we learn is totally diff bout the stuff tht alrdy knew. isnt it?
ok shit wat the shit am i talkin here. ohwell...

christmas is comin tht is for sure. n everyone ard is kinda anxious bout it. ESP MY LOVERSICK CHEESECAKE. hahaha..n not to forget BITCHY CUPCAKE. n the rest of us, badz n stuff.. hahahahaha...

ps- hv u guys look at the sunset? oh gawwd, i realise how extra beautiful they are lately....i dunnoe why but is it a sign of something? hmm.....i wonder.....
n n n n........the prank-ing is back, QUEENS!!


the tears behind those smile....

chiao.