eat late nite disease

u wont believe me if i tell u this. i am hungry. yes i know. look at the time. its one-thirty in the morn. oh fuck. all this thanks to my sweet lil angel who hv trasmitted her eat-late-nite disease to me.

the-not-so-well-planned idea of wanting to bake cupcakes today was .. unsuccessful. due to unwelcome circumstances. fuck, it pisses me off thinkin bout it. i bet tmr will not be better. but anyways naz n shruts stepped to my plc to slack. nothin much happen so yeah.

newae i was browsing thru some stuff in the net when i saw this. i hv never like her. but this version of her i am so lovin it. hahaha.. so to those who is all time fav of snow white and the seven dwarfs, u shld definitely fall in love with THIS snow white. hahahaa...



chiao.

another new skin blogskin

it has been a tirin weekend for me.
esp last fri.
anugerah planet musik

but to be part of it, im more than happy. never been close to any celebrity before. and last friday was the first time. n im way above than cloud nine when i get the chance to face aznil nawawi. he rawk!!!

rossa is the next big thing. she can goooo fffaaaaaarrrr... as many say, diva in the making.
ratu aka queens are awesome. of course with the lead singer acts like monkeys. so cuteeee..
siti alil dull. mayb cos of the so called fact that she is with a guy who is twice her age. datuk some more.
dayang vocal was splendid. just tht i feel uneasy she sing MY ella song. ohwell. no one can beat my queen of rock.
n blah blah blah. cant talk too much bout it cos i believe its pretty late to talk bout it.

now. as u all notice, i have change my blogskin again. i think im pretty sick of it. easily. hahaha... this new skin i got to thank my maniac i mean queen of maniac for helpin me searching for it.

next week is my test n i hv not even touch my book yet. damn. i just pray to gawd tht i wont fail. shld make my another dream come true asap. hahahaha..

plan to watch a movie with my queens pretty soon as i didnt make it for the queens nite. just came back from the causeway.

tomorrow another plan is awaiting. cupcakes!!! not APRIL HOON BOON TENGsssss but real edible cupcakessss.. hahaha.

that is suppose to be a joke.

anyway better get going. skol at eight. for my lil evil.
damnn....

chiao.

a tiring day

went to town with my shruthi.
walk from one corner to another.
n for the first time i enjoy shopping.
well er... not realli just tht i like the way my beech try her things.
she picks the the right clothes.
she went to shops tht i dun mind goin.

n yea the corset is a masterpiece.
she fall in love it.
absolute gorgeous.
but the ninety-three bucks will cause a bomb in her pocket.

we saw huiching.
oh tht blur gal is so pretty now...
n happy bdae gal.
legal age now.....

a crazt idea pop out of our head n bang.
we met the msn porn star.
wont wanna elaborate this too much.
but yeah....
we felt pretty bad "didnt turn up" in the end.

then we met jegan n his frens.
tht guy is suppose to meet us n chill with us.
but we end up just meetin for a while.
so we chill with his frens, andrew and danny for awhile.
it was pretty cool.
andrews a nice fella.
n danny is all so cute.

danny says tht shruts hot.
but as in our view - hes tht kind of cute-but-fuck-and-go guy.
hahahahaha
now tht is funny

a cute guy who is a mixture of almost every race.
but hv the face of one night stander.
oppsss....

shurts came to my plc n drag naz along.
tht beech is suppose to go for some freakin camp but she end up in my room.
most of the time they both are the one who uses MY lappie.
n im just there, playin by myself.

~


what more can be said?



talk and make a conclusion.




but, you will be living in denial.








so someone got to move on.
before its too late.
before its too deep.


chiao

a poem for me

its easy for you to break someones heart
especially when its not yours being cut

fingers tremble
glass shatters

everyone will be hurt one day
from someone who love you dont
but you do and always pray

tears dry
nightmare starts

i was told to play again the same game
she said its just for friendships name
it will be both of you guys glory
back to the sweet memories that taste like honey

broken smile
holy sacrifice

wheres my pride?





chiao.

i shldnt be havin a bad day

it went pretty well in the beginning..
till one by one it collapse in front of my eyes.

was disappointed in myself cos i didnt have the chance to talk to someone properly on the phone.
i wanna talk to her. i miss her like hell...
but i dunnoe when im gonna see my cheesecake again.

ppt was ok however.
one to one presentation.

then we had lunch at long john sliver.
while waiting for lina to come.
met her at tcc thou.
blah blah blah..

~

the news hit me real hard tht i teared in the bus on the way back home.
just when i thot i can keep situations under control.
fuck.

have u ever thot u will make me cry all over again?
have u ever wonder tht i hate myself for lovin a soul like you?
have u ever know the pain i feel being the last to know?

mayb u didnt know tht sometimes its wrong to walk away.
mayb i realli got to let things go.

or mayb i just got to play those pretending game again.

oh well, watever it is.

part of me laugh.
part of me cry.
part of me wants to qns why.
why is there joy.
why is there pain.
why is there sunshine then the rain..

chiao.

break ups

was woken up at 6.
a news tht shld be expected.

another break up news.

wasnt realli quite sure how to react.
for gawd sake i was sleeping.
n its a six. six in the morn. on a sunday morn mind you.
but yeah, got to wake up and console the crying soul.

poor baby, a ten months relationship just ended with one fucked up sms.
u know gal, i swear upon my green apples tht he is gonna crawl back to u.
he will definitely sing in the rain crawling back to you from bsb. yea, ur old skol fav boyband. hehee..

n im glad i saw u smiling at the end of the day.
eventhou its not over yet.

u cry too much...

newae my angel is back. =)
gawd i miss her soo..
u get anythin for me dei?
hahahaaa...

i hope we can watch the msn porn soon. together. again
hehehee...
he learns new positions.
u will love it babe
hahahahahahaa...
anyone who wants to watch, click me ya.

is there any other word to replace i miss you?

chiao.

brand new...

never once in my life i thot tht life bein an eighteen years old gal is gonna be complicated. mess after mess came knocking on my door.

for most girls, we just cant wait to turn eighteen in the quickest time. being the "legal" age to do most of the stuff tht we yearn for all our teenage years. however there is this one thing tht we have forgotten to ask ourselves before we turn to tht "legal" age.

are You ready to turn 18?

a question thts been playing in my mind a few weeks ago.
mayb this wont be relevant to every one. mayb its just for me.
i dun noe.
but turning to an 18 years old lass have make me be more judicious, i suppose?
hahaha.. ok mayb it doesnt sound rite FOR me but its just tht i have learn alot of things since i turn 18.
i hv not been in this kind of situation before.
with alot of stuff to think about, i was suddenly given the most biggest responsibility ever yet in my life.
everythin happened in a rush. seriously. till i was sick the second day i was given the "respondsibility".
mayb i shld try to take the "task" slowly. mayb i just THINK too much. mayb someones rite, im emo.
i let my emotional controls me.
n yea, it is still controlling me in one of the situation i am now.
emo kid i am huh?
haha..

well, mayb its just time for me to... grow up i guess.


yea i know ive been making noise.. oh well
changed my blogskin cos im bored of the old one. pretty sick of lookin at tht black and white girl.

n yea, i hope shurts comin back home realll soon. she left yest..
oh dear...
im alone here.

n yea, hand in my grad prjt yest like FINALLY.
now im just left with the ppt.
something tht im realli not lookin forward toooo....
i have nervous breakdown whenever i do presenting.

well im pretty tired.
will cont ranting tmr.

chiao.

i will update soon...... reallllllll soooooon...........


=)

chiao