I'm Sorry

tell me what to do
tell me what to say

Oh Love

Sometimes when we wake up in the morning and you realize that cupid shoot you right on the spot, all you ever think of is that very person you want to spend your life with. You smiled thinking how blessed prata is when it is taste with curry. You close your eyes thinking of only that face you want to see when you open your eyes to the light of the sun.

You’re falling in love all over again.

I asked myself. How can I keep falling and falling with the same person for nearing a year now without feeling stupid? How can I have a straight smile when I heard the voice getting all so annoyed cos’ the sleep I disturbed? How can I just get reminded of that person in every minute ticking?

I was asked about the vagueness in the future. Will you still love me like now? Will there be insanity between us wanting to just make us go our separate ways? Will there be someone out there who you are better off with? Will you ever get tired of me? What if, you fall out of love?

I don’t know why I’m so in love. I don’t know what is in for my future. For our future. But I know questionlessly, that true love came once in your life. And mine has arrived at my doorstep nine months, nine days and a few hours ago. Still holding on to it. Just be assured, that I won’t let it go.

So Love,
I can’t promise her anything. Not a certain future. Not an assured dream. But if she ask me about it again, I will say whatever it is, I’m here to stay. Let that someone come our way. I’m going to love only her. I’m going to be true to the love of my life. Whatever it takes she is going to be the only one. Who got my heart. Who got me right.

Regards,
the One Loving Her


Sweet or what?

falling in love is like...

Do you know what is the easiest thing in life is?

Living life isn’t easy but to fall in love is. You don’t need to put in any effort. Not even to smile or move your ass. It’s the only effortless thing a human can ever do.

If only keeping it is as easy as it can be. If only letting it go is even easier.

The purest thing of all in this mean cold world; can there be a dirty mark on it? Can there be a line of hatred crossed it? Can there be a scar of blood in it?

What does it take to make someone cry all night? What does it take to break your heart to a million pieces?

A string of painful truth? A deflective feeling from the other part? Or both of it?

Sometimes I asked myself, when someone hurt you deep, when someone makes you bleed, is it worth a second chance? Or is it even worth to give it a try?

Why do we have to cling on something we know won’t go right? Why do we have to keep a smile when inside the real feelings we fight?

Maybe cos’ no one make you smile like how he did. Maybe you feel that you can secretly love him at the back of the classroom and no one will ever notice. Maybe you just can’t stop but to love him. More as each day pass. The more tears we cried, the deeper we fell. In love. With someone who don’t deserve an atom of this pureness from our heart.

I told you it’s just too easy to fall in love. Way to easy.

And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry

with regards,
chiao my ladies
pinkrocker signing out