I'm Holding On To Something That Used To Be There Hoping It Will Come Back, Knowing It Won't

Monday, April 30, 2007

a funny song

Look mama
I love you
but you gotta let me live my life.

Don't wrap me up in cotton wool
you cannot treat me like a fool.
Anyway if I was
you gotta let me be the one.
O.k.
give me your advice

it's not my fault if I can't be wise

Show me a person who hasn't been done.
Look mama
I love you
but you gotta let me live my life. . . .

Don't try to stick your rules on me

I wasn't born as a carbon copy.
I came out of you
but don't think you own me.
I have my respect for you
I won't try to change
The things you do. Give me a break

Let me learn it my way. You think you know more
Than me
experience hasn't set you free.

I gotta make my own mistakes

why can't you treat me like a friend?

Saturday, April 28, 2007

heroes and thieves

Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
I'm looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
I still wanna laugh with disappointed faces
And you can't help me
Blinded by these

Heroes and thieves at my door
I can't seem to tell them apart anymore

Just when i figure it out
Well darling it's you i'm without

Well i'm stubborn and wrong
But it gets unnoticed
I keep moving along
And hope i can get through this

Maybe this song is the best i can do this
I think surely, waiting on these

Heroes and thieves at my door
I can't seem to tell them apart anymore

Just when i figure it out
Well, darling it's you
Darling it's you
Well, darling it's you i'm without

And i'm burning
Gliding, gliding
In a low life
I'll miss and i see
I'll try hard to
Then i can't fly without you
Ah

Da da da

It seems like i'm getting closer to you
A flicker of peace that i’ve finally found
Thank you for believing in me now
Cause i could make it

And give me a year or two
And i’ll mend my ways
And see these mistakes
And when i'll be with you
Darling, trust me
When i can't see

I'll be coming back
I'll be coming back to you

These heroes and thieves at my door
I can't seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when i figure it out
Well darling it's you
Darling, it's you
Darling, it's you i'm without


chiao

Thursday, April 26, 2007

remember

i remembered the days that i used to think i'm gonna make my dreams come true.

but sometimes..

things won't go as plan.

is it fate?

or is it a misfortune?


i don't know.


whatever it is, i still know it won't be fullfilled.

chiao

Monday, April 23, 2007

wrong me if my gaydar is not working

its been six days since i worked at ncs pte ltd. if you asked me whether i'm enjoying it or not? well.. sadly no. bear was right i should take internship. build up my resumes and stuff.

i got to talk to my parents bout it. but i dunnoe when.

dinner and dance this Friday and the dress code is retro. what the hell am i suppose to wear? a red polka dot dress? NO way. already now i have to wear tailored pants or skirts to work.. what only seh.. spoilt my rock chick image only..

anyway i'm interested to get to know more about sexylady.
seems to be a pretty interesting soul out there.
and i would like to apologise about the misunderstanding.

oh ya, i need to back to watching my L word. im missing alot of episodes. need to get back on track.

oh so a teenage couple yesterday on the bus. A(i presume her name starts from the letter A as she seems to be familiar.) anyways, they just remind me of me and bear.

(everybody go awwww...)
hahahahaa

and that is about it.

imissyoubigbrownbabybearbadz.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

boom boom boom boom i wanna be your boom

oh i finally got a job.

cool or what? after the long search i got a bloody JOB.

yeay!

i'm hungry.

and i miss my bear who lost her atm card.
she's probably on her way to meet her cousin.

when are you gonna cook for me HUH?


chiao

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Guess who is back?

I'm back. yes for real.

hahaha.

well mum is kind enough to give me back what belongs to meeeee.

i will update more. definitely. just got to wait. first.. i got to update alot of stuffs. one of which is of course my itunes.

chiao