and im leaving

well one last entry before i get my ass in the car to be driven away from this island.
first time ever my heart felt sooo heavy to step out of my house. mayb someone or somethin is holdin me back. anyway, sis bought a new phone and she is askin me to upload stuff in her new phone. tht is the ONLY reason why i am able to use my lappie now. hehehee..

stuff have alrdy been packed. MEDs and JACKETS too.
oh ya, got my pay just now. went down to office with K.H.
and i sense tht mr. karim is not really tht happy with me.
sorry boss.

anyway, before its too late i better wish everyone out there MERRY XMAS!

mum is still not back home yet. so i need to be mum sis and daughter all at one time now.

gifts are on the way...


suckiness.


imissyou.

its the blue on monday

omg omg omg... yest was the most blue-est monday i ever had in my entire... err.. life i guess. if only im still a sec skol kid, i wld hv said LIFE SUCKS. work esp.

and it was raining heavily. and like i told sandy, you can literally see the rain falling from the sky. hahahahaa..

april said i shld try to be less annoying as she sense tht i was the one who started the lil fight. heheheheee. which is true actually.
so yea i will try to be less annoyin and irritating to the rest except for cuppie herself. hahahaha.

i think im laughin to much. anyways, right now im waiting for the rain to cool down before i start walkin to the bustop. i dont really wish the rain to stop but at the same time i do need the SUN to brighten up my day.

ireallymissyou.


chiao.

second day. second customer.

second day working at universal group asset pte ltd co. a very hi-end company actually. and for gawd sake, its at the 43rd floor. the view, the whole singapore except tht u will b block alil. anyways, april just started working today. interview for less than 10mins and she got the job. straight away. she stole my jacket and so i got to frostbites here and there.

nothing much else happen. just tht i hope the so called challenging task being given to me will make me less bored callin all those idiot who dont even show any sympathy and want to spend their 45mins to come down for the preview of our lifestyle club. they even got a gift to walk away! where's the kiase and kiasu singaporean!?

and i need to do something now. something INTERESTING.
any idea?

when

That most beautiful was depicted on your lips
Had not been seen by me this smile of yours before

all the colored that were promises...
has loved that was given faded away

dont let me be all alone
dont let your heart being conquered
dont let me standing here
waiting with no one

just dont let go of Your hands embrace
and let everything passed by
like as if our feelings have been forgotten
when we had our first kissed

Overcast sky when saying
We ought to be still loving


a lovely song.
just cant get it out of my head.



when you hurt the one you love the most