I'm Holding On To Something That Used To Be There Hoping It Will Come Back, Knowing It Won't

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

that piece of art...

You always see in the movie how the actor being swooped off from the ground by the beauty of the actress while she sashay from the stairs or just walk towards him elegantly etc, etc…


And I absolutely witness that scene real life just now.

Oh.My.God

And at that very second I just couldn’t do anything but to smile to myself, foolishly. Ok, no further comment.

Well, back to reality. I went to met Bear and we went around Singapore before she starts her tuition at 3.

Now my spirit is pretty high up maybe cos I have not met her for a period of time that is long enough for me to miss her.. Oh whatever.

And I’m totally missing my queens.

I swear I do.





Chiao.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

"Lovesick," the doc said

Well yes. I have been sick on and off. Especially my giddiness and right now my throat badly hurts I can’t even seem to be able to swallow even the smallest molecule ever. And what did doctor said. “Oh you don’t have to worry. You are just LOVESICK.”

...

ok, the REAL reason why I came online specifically because I want to get things straight with this girl who used to be our friend. Another Nisha issue? Nope. This is worse.

A hypocrite.

I still remember VIVIDLY how emo you were when school was to end. Your blog entries was full of “I won’t forgets” and “you guys make my day!”

And to see what is really happening now, who is being disgusting here?

And what right do you have to show prejudice towards MY bear? (Note- not THE)

And who gives a bloody shit about not being able to read your blog which is “open to invited readers only”


Seriously **r**, get a life.
Grow. Up.





Chiao.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

the "fight"

it was bullshit.

and no. none of the queens trying to prove any shit. GET THIS STRAIGHT.
humans make mistake. we were childish back then.

so just get over it, queens.

let's not be bothered over this kind of issue. she have a own life and we have ours. maybe when one one day our path cross again, maybe... MAYBE things will change. but for now, it will be like this.

right, Nisha?

anyway, from the bottom of my heart, i apologized. my mistake. to discriminate you with no reason.

and here's the classic for my queens.
how can i not laugh at it.



chiao LADIES

Thursday, January 18, 2007

ok, i just have to blog

and yes i'm bored again. i'm actually waiting for my nephew's tuition to end so i can have my late dinner. well actually, i'm not hungry you know but i have to cos' someone will be mad with me.

anyways, i so need to blog about this thing that is goin thru my head. but the prob is, i have no idea which one to start with. hmmm, i'm actually in a mood to do poem but then again my poem talent is getting all so rusty. hahaha, was just practicing it with my Baby Bear just now. hahahaa..

i miss you.

oh damn. i continue after this. my lil devil just done with tuition.

no chiaos. cos i'm so gonna be right back

Saturday, January 13, 2007

i'm bored, BABY

so my saturday nite is to stay at home with a bunch of dvds to be watch. which one? I'm not quite sure which one just yet. I'm happy enough right now bloggin my ass off.

good news came from cupcake - SHE's not leavin this island. heheheee.

bad news came from me - I'm dead bored.

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cut the crap.

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actually it has been awhile since i last wrote a poem. damn.

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what i actually need right now is to actually know what i got to do.




chiao chiao

Thursday, January 11, 2007

and i'm finally back

first entry in the year 2007.

god, its been a VERY long time. actually i have a lot of things to blog about, but as you know i am kinda in a sick mood so maybe the next time?

actually i am kinda bored now. no one is online. am only chatting with my sister. oh well what to do. life is suckie.

and rite now, i better watch my unfinished taiwan drama.

chiao.