one one hoogaz

okay... so it was a pretty bad day for me. but i was more than happy to accompany my cool nerd in skol todae. to think that she will b a loner, will just make me laugh. wahahaha.. well, she didnt even believe it when i said tht. beech.

ohwell, after tht my life was just so disasterous. how cool can tht be.
but i dun think i wanna yada yada yada bout it. cos it will make me feel worse.

so after watching the video clip made by lina to the hoogaz, i was being inspired to have a poem. its a lil weird but i hope its readable
hahaha

I cherished them more than the power rangers
Cos I thought that God fax me a bunch of angels

The story Im gonna tell its not just bout me
But bout the people whos a part of my life, you see
So enjoy the ride when I turn the key
As they are my Hoogaz and will always be

First the dancing queen and the sexy mama
Latter name Ah Boon and the other name Nisa
We all know they are always in the world of lala
To dream big and marry a guy the kids can call papa

Next we have the very fine honeys
They are called the stepsistas whos pretty ugly
Whatever it is I shall say that Im very lucky
To have both of them as my babies

Then we have the nerdy whore
Strawberry shortcake she loves to the core
Not to forget the Bollywood star
Being with Willy in the exclusive bar

The most talk about is Mo and Sai Couple
It may not be their favorite but both eat apple
give them shit and they wont give u maple
but love rock and soccer be their people

lets all not forget bout the sexy hottie chick
be slutty and disgusting ur butt will be kick
shes the only one wear black and red socks
who cares when they all chant RIZ RAWKS

hahahahahahaha..
ok i know its lame. FUCKING LAME.
omg la...
i just cant stop laughing.

chiao

come wat may

and... our lecturer didnt come todae. great. waited for an hour and she was nowhere to be seen. how slutty she can be.

so me and cuppycake went to the nat lib to start on some research for our PM. after tht we headed to bugis street. tht was WHEN MY NIGHTMARE started. cos we planned to get **** a ***** for her B***. and so, one of the salesgirl cleverly suggested tht i try the ***** for ****s behalf. how greatt.

and i tried more than 5 *****es. can u imagine me wearing that?! omg la. how TERRIFIC. but i like one of the ***** tht i tried on. it was soooo angelina jolie. REALLY...

ok ok, i actually wanna blog bout something. so here it goes>

last nite i was talkin to *ahem*. *ahem* told me bout how scary it is to have unknown people reading his/her blog. tht was the reason why he/she have taken this alternative to blah blah blah blah... ..

after that i went to one particular blog with no reason and realise tht he/she got a point. i mean *ahem* got a point. cos when i went to this particular blog, i saw something tht was pretty much cut my heart. and the cut is deep enough to make my heart bleed. blame it on the entry, but i got to say im blaming the taggie too. i then played with the word WHY.

why is ..... ... ..?
why is ... .. ... ..?
why are they ... .. .?

tht brings me to the next qns.
where am i in the word FRIENDSHIP?


all the times tht ... .. seems to have disappear.
all the time when .. ... .. seems to be forgotten.

and if u are wondering what the HELL im talkin bout? dont wonder.
u wont understand.
and btw, im talkin bout two ppl here. excldin *ahem*
tht was when i realise they or mayb just one secretly been readin my blog without leavin any acknoledgement.

im not askin much. nor do i want to be seen as someone who is desperate of frens. i just thot tht they cld hv given me some respect.


dont take me for granted tht im always there.
and then dont leave me hangin when u dont need me anymore.


u know im emo.
u know i am.


Chiao

the tears in the eyes of the lady

The light I saw when the darkness fall
Was simply something I did not wish for
Even stars are not that bright
And that makes me have the spirit to fight
But somehow it wont be happening tonight

Cos I try to heal but it keeps coming
Cos I wish it stop but it keeps killing

Persuade the world to see
Hide the pain, pretend to be happy
Freeze the time and youll see
The tears in the eyes of the lady

They say history repeats itself
I dont wish to be all by myself
They say Ill be by your side
But why dont they realize
Dont wish to see the past every other nights

So when I try to heal but it keeps coming
I wish it stop but why it keeps killing

Chaperone the world to see
Hide the pain, pretend to be happy
Freeze the time and youll see
The tears in the eyes of the lady

Thank you I will wanna say
When the universe smile one fine day
Ill be alright Ill be okay
For your happiness I shall pray
pain in the eyes of the lady

fades away

~

a random thing i did. its been quite a lonngggg time i didnt do any song writing or poems.so here it is. having a lil hard time at first but manage to scrap it thru.

oh ya, got to advert a webbie here.

http://pretty-in-anything.blogspot.com/

its damn cool. 2nd hand stuffs at affordable price. and all of it looks brand new.
its a must check it out webbie.

CRANKY TIME.
hah


chiao

first day of last

its the first day of our last semester for advanced dplm.
can u imagine it how fast time is? i dun like this.

and for once, i hope i can live in denial. i seriously dont like the feeling. its moving too fast i wonder if i can catch up with it.

oh my house is crappin alot bout siti nurhalizas issue. tht lady is seriously gonna get married who is a DATUK. well of course to the public its WTF IS SITI THINKING?! for me, its all in Gods hand. =)

ok so ive been tagged by both lina and nurul to do this thing. so here it goes.

3 schools i went to:
-management development institute of Singapore MDIS
-bukit view secondary school BVSS
-zhenghua primary school ZPS

3 things in my handbag:
handbag?!
-my print media book
-my pens
-and my make up bag of cost! hahahahaa

3 things i do when i am stressed:
-Eat my tummy out
-blast my stereo
-lay on my beddy

3 places i go to on a daily basis:
- skool if there is lesson
- toilet if i wanna bath
- room if i wanna feel like home

3 fav fruits:
-ORANGEies
-GREEN APPLEies
-Cherries

3 names i go by:
-Riz
-Mawar
-Dik Nor by my family cos im the youngest for gawd sake

3 of my fav food:
-all kind of cooked chicks i mean chickens if ure dumb
-my old lady asam pedas. just cant resist it.
-hmm.. old time fav mee ssoooootttttoooo

3 things i am wearing now:
-red boxer tht i only wear at home
-a yellow netball tshirt from bvss
-specs

who is in the house with me:
-papa and mama
-me
-bro

who am i thinking abt right now:
- khairunnisa elias actaully cos i hv some life threatening thing to tell my sis!

who did i last talk on the phone:
-myself. hahah.. my kuzin sis

who did i sit with during my 5th period in class:
-i dont have any fifth period. well, watever it is i sit next to cuppycake

who was the last person i last uttered love to:
-my Squirrel. hahaha.. i uttered love to my Love ones..

who do i wish i am with right now:
-my HOOGAZ
-my QUEENS
- actually i wanna be alone at lately. i mean only at nites..

where is my phone:
-at causeway point nokia center

where do i sleep:
-under ur bed.

where is the place i took a ride to:
- jalan kayu for the roti prata. hahaha...

what was the last things i ate:
-asam pedas with freshly catched fish. YUMMY

what colour shirt am i wearing now:
-YELLOW

what is the closest item to me that is blue:
-clothes starch and my nephews pencil case

what do i like most about school:
-my Hoogaz! and the study room. memories man..

what is my fav colours:
-black
-PINK
-red
-WHITE

what do i wear most often, jeans or shorts:
-im a jeans gal. but at home, im into shorties

what is the last movie i watched:
-pirates of the carrots. i mean carribean.

when did i start school:
- just now.

when did i last go to the mall:
-let me see... four hours five mins and 25 secs counting ago

when did i last burn sumthing:
- yest. burn a cigg. no no.. not for me.

3 bloggers to do this:
-queenof pope
-queenof maniacky
-queenof the DAMN. where the HELL are YOU?!

scar

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And me scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

few days of not bloggin.. hmm, im lost in words.
actually i was wondering bout the entry my fren wrote on her blog a few days ago.

she wrote this >

Yes, i've met different kind of people during the journey of my life- People who actually stood by me even during the darkest times of my life, and also people who actually plot for my downfall. And i've befriended most of them. And what made me realise the goodness of life is that these people come and go.

I remember believing in 'Friends Forever' and 'Eternal Friendship' a long time ago. But i've finally come to from my innocent and ignorant belief. Nothing lasts forever. Nothing. You usually meet someone whom you could click well with and soon you'll be close of friends. Only for that period of time. When the both of you part from each other to another journey of your lives, you tend to lose our previous freindship gradually.

Eventually everything would be all but memories. And probably ten years from now, when you meet him/her again, you'd prolly acknowledge each other. Just look at the irony of life. You were once close of friends and then suddenly you become strangers.

People come and go. That includes my friends now.

They may be my friends for a very long period of time, but when it's time, we will have to part one day eventually; whether it is from earth or to move on with our lives.

~

some how i dont like how she put it. how she interpret frens come and go out of ones life.

thts wrong. frens wont do tht. frens stay in ur heart. no matter the distance. i hv not met her and the rest for quite a while but tht doesnt mean i hv long forgotten bout them. tht doesnt meant too tht they are no longer my frens who i can laugh and cry with. yes, we have our own path of life but no, thts not an excuse to lose it. what holds us together shld be the memories we share. and wat makes us strong is our frenship. despite the distance. seriously.

mayb we see frenships in two different light.



for all i know, i hv seen how beautiful frenships are. since the day i know my queens.


ok, now im gettin all so emo.
hahaha..



my frens right.
im an emo kid.
i think too much.
i care too much.




chiao

late nites

another few more mins before the final world cup starts. here i am mugging.i mean bloggin. hahahaa.. and msn-ing. hehehe..



see what i mean.. poor lappie.
its ok. u will get enough rest once everyyyythin is over. which i doubt so.
hahaha...

im just pretty bored lookin at my notes. tired my eyes.
ok. the match.


i dun really care whos gonna win actually.
so long for port loses their ass in the air to germ.




chiao

just another day...

woke up with PR notes all over me..my lappie is just right in front of me. poor baby. my room can never be any neater than this. i wonder when will i be the neat girly girl?

i switched on my rockie just to receive a msg from my love badrun.
i was touched by the words in the msg. life would never be the same you beautiful people. =)

just when i was hartbroken last nite, came a msg like this. i question myself..Fuck, what am i suppose to do?

i think i know what to do. first thing first is to cont my screwed up pr.

and tht is exactly what im gonna do after blogging.



chiao

new life? i dont think so

Well, at last I have change my blog skin thanks to cupcake.
Hmm, yesterday had my first paper. Mass media research. I somehow know that I have screwed it up. Just hope that I can scrap thru it. next paper is gonna be public relation. Another thing that I believe Im gonna screwed up too. Oh well, im screwing everything. Basically everything.

Was out in the morning to grab some breakkie. And it was raining.
Smelling the air, admiring the sky, feeling the atmosphere I feel that I was lifted by my surrounding.
Ok, I think I was just hallucinating. I think I have not been feeling well latelyshld cause all this weird thing. Lack of sleep and rest causing me to have my menses in the earl july and flu. It should be the cause of all this. it shld.

Im missing everyone.
Blame it on the weather, blame it on my menses.
I AM missing everyone.
Ok ok… I think the new skin is getting on me.
Getting on my emo side.
Oh fuck.


chiao