I'm Holding On To Something That Used To Be There Hoping It Will Come Back, Knowing It Won't

Sunday, June 03, 2007

falling in love is like...

Do you know what is the easiest thing in life is?

Living life isn’t easy but to fall in love is. You don’t need to put in any effort. Not even to smile or move your ass. It’s the only effortless thing a human can ever do.

If only keeping it is as easy as it can be. If only letting it go is even easier.

The purest thing of all in this mean cold world; can there be a dirty mark on it? Can there be a line of hatred crossed it? Can there be a scar of blood in it?

What does it take to make someone cry all night? What does it take to break your heart to a million pieces?

A string of painful truth? A deflective feeling from the other part? Or both of it?

Sometimes I asked myself, when someone hurt you deep, when someone makes you bleed, is it worth a second chance? Or is it even worth to give it a try?

Why do we have to cling on something we know won’t go right? Why do we have to keep a smile when inside the real feelings we fight?

Maybe cos’ no one make you smile like how he did. Maybe you feel that you can secretly love him at the back of the classroom and no one will ever notice. Maybe you just can’t stop but to love him. More as each day pass. The more tears we cried, the deeper we fell. In love. With someone who don’t deserve an atom of this pureness from our heart.

I told you it’s just too easy to fall in love. Way to easy.

And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry


with regards,
chiao my ladies
pinkrocker signing out

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