the Nightmare

so i woke up with the coldest sweat yest morn at five. the nightmare (which i totally can't remember what it was all about but knew it was the scariest of all scari-ness) made me ill. believe this, TILL NOW.

and i couldn't sleep back. not till five the next morn, which is today's morning. and when i slept at five just now, i was woken up with the sound of the door banging at nine. i have no idea who it was. like wtf. things just getting better aren't they?

and my lovely mum just don't quite understand what i'm going thru as she keep on making a big fuss about all the things i was doing.

oh well. nothing is to talk bout.





so chiao.

the sulking queen

did you read today's newspaper? bout how this husband who sulked big time with his wife end up being killed?

oh dear.

so lovers out there (the strings attached or not attached ones), WHENEVER your love sulk better.. BETTER layan them. or you will regret not doing so.

=)

so right now, i need to layan bear cos you know, Big kidssss just love to sulk.



ps- imsosearchingforajobnow

Bear Mee...

i just need you to give me a'lil patience.
i want to share every thing. yes i do.

but it needs time. just a minute or two.

give me your lil patience.

oh my bloody phone

was just planning to blog about how happy i am to get my repaired phone back.
but just a few minutes ago, i had to call nokia to ask what did they really do to my phone cos now it's not working anymore! again.


like WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!?

~

yesterday was.. v'day.
celebrate it with my bear of cost.

and for the FIRST TIME of our five months together, she made me feel helplessly helpless.
hehehehee.

ok la, not the first time. but you know.. when you just happen to be really helpless helpless. damn la, i dunno how to explain.

anyway, i blog another time.

adios adios.

Sleepy head

slept at one. woke up at six.
sleepy?
not yet. read - NOT YET.

there is not much of a thing to blog. except that i wanna congrats Rudy, my kuzin for doin well for his O level. yeay!

and erm...

ok that's all folks!



i miss you




chiaosss

when she's all yours...

there was no breakfast for me today.
but i was full the moment i stepped outside your house.
we both know we are not the champion swimmers.
but we took the bet and jump off to the ocean.

did we dive in?
but wait, did the water even touch our skin?

and i keep telling you i have lost.
but don't you baby think I'm the real winner?
well it is just that you're not here for dinner.

and we were screaming
when we indulge ourselves while drowning
i almost thought that I'm dying

in your arms.


it is like i can't seems to breathe
when you were underneath

then you found the treasure
while i have my pleasure.

you were on top of my mountain.
while I'm on top of yours.

we reached the highest peak in the universe.


in the same ocean.
with the same reason.





:)

chiao.

Happy Birthday

well. i have turned 19 today.
nothing to be biggie bout it. i'm just a year old which means..... i got to be less childish already. and that suckssss...

hahahaa.

well here are some of the gifts that i just got to upload and show it to the rest of the world cos it is so special! seriously.

the first one is of cost..
CAKE

handmade by Lina and Bear.

CARD

made by sandy aka squirrely zebra and cool nerdie penguin aka shangz

CDs

by all of them.

SHIRT

by bear

TARTS

CHOCS...

ARM REST

and CHOCS againby sister

and i'm soo loving all of them. really.
and ya the bouquet of ferror roches, if any of you guys wants to order it for a cheap price tell me. sis is making it for v day.

yea.






chiao