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we were playing the blaming game.

i admit i was throwing my words all around.
and i just can't seem to find the reason for what i was doing.
and i don't seem to be picking up the pieces that i broke.

you were right. i wasn't thinking. about how you gonna feel. i wasn't thinking about the times we had together when i type those words in my entry. i wasn't.

i have let you down. i hurt you. deep.

it was a mistake no one should ever make to someone they love. but i made my mistake. i just want you to know cupcake, that as much i want our friendship to last forever, i can't be selfish. i hurt you. more than i can imagine. i know cause everytime i think about what i did to you, i break down and cry. cos i know what i did to you was...breaking your heart.

if it's really what it's written that it probably got to end like this, then i have to accept the punishment. maybe there's someone who's better out there who can take up my place.

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone