I'm Holding On To Something That Used To Be There Hoping It Will Come Back, Knowing It Won't

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

for the ccake

~Do you ever wonder~
~What sky I'm lying under~
~Do you ever think of me~
~Does your heart remember~

first paper todae.
was excited somehow as i truly miss my hoogaz. its been a week since we all met. sandy was happy to get the patrick i gave to her. yayness.

paper was as suckie as ever. but as suckie as it is, i wrote two booklets. sometimes i amaze myself by how good i can crap.

hugs were given till i almost make shangz fell down. heh
cos it will be in another few more days before im able to meet all of them again.
that truly SUCK.

oh yea, sandy and i were talkin on our way back home.
i was tryin my best to live in denial.
but somehow i should have known better, truth hurts.

ever since i read tht particular blog... i just cant help but to think of it..

and then... i wrote a poem.
for a friend.

cupcake

As I sat here through my tears
I look back on these two years

I dont seem to remember when you first said hi
But I do remember the day Ive made you cry
It was when I refuse to sing Mice love Rice
Then you smiled and it was worth none a price

You left me alone today without a hug
And whenever I think about it, it breaks my heart
But not as worse as the day that you gonna depart
I know for sure that it will haunt me like Im on drugs

If I have seen this coming
If I have known it for long
I wont lean on you
Then it wont be hard to break thru

Will you ever think of me?
When there is no one you can bully?
Will you ever miss me?
When me you couldnt see?

As time pass, you will be on your own
Especially when youre in the other zone
Promise me you will not get lost
Cos I wont be there to help you cross

True they say...

The hardest thing about friendship is parting
Like when someone you love moves away
It seemed as if our friendship was just starting
Until that one fateful day

chiao

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