Sitting And Wondering If You Ever Know How Much Of You Is Part Of Me

it seems like ages since i last update my blog. is it laziness or is it just simply not to tell people what my boring life is all about?

i dunnoe. mayb its both.

but well, now im extremely bored. like to the core. and sooo i blog. but tht is not the only reason why i wanna blog todae. i just feel like .... blogging. u know tht kind of feelings?

oh well..

after skol, life seems to be like totally a new thing. u dun get to see ur frens as often. u dun get the chance to talk at the back of the classroom and talk all shit all day. u dun get tht moments anymore where u slack at the studyroom when were suppose to do our prjts. u dun hv tht time when u go down to the canteen just to get a glimpse of the cute guys ard and get ur fav french fries from the western shop.

look back at those times, i dunnoe. i feel my life now is a boring shit.
if only i can relive those days AGAIN.

ok, im not tryin to be emo or wat. just tht, u know when u think bout all this sweet stuff.
im just bein random.
i guess..

cupcake is leavin to aust this feb.
for .... 4 years i guess?
thts.... long.
too long....
but i pray for her best.
my cuppiecake. =))

then i have my queenies. all the shits we went thru. all the unbelievable things we did. omg.. i miss bvss suddenly. how can i go thru tht four dreadful years without them? how la dei HOW? things totally change. but not the love i have for them. theyre my queens for god sake. how i wish life is like a book. like seriously. then we can just live those moments again and again and again...

how we see things, how we deal with it, how we go thru each day without tht someone next to u. when u suppose to meet ur love one but it just didnt go as it plan.

and everything else just backfires on u.





How can I say
Say I'll be okay