Sitting And Wondering If You Ever Know How Much Of You Is Part Of Me

shruts asked me to move on. she said you need two hands to clap. she was right. but i just can't.

to see you just now, i wasn't prepared. cos suddenly it all came back. to know you have moved on so well without me...

i tried lying to myself. it works only for an hour.

the cut was deep. and i can't seem to be able to see it.
so i cut myself. to see how much it bleeds.

true enough, i was never the one who is gonna make you happy.

the past tense