I'm Holding On To Something That Used To Be There Hoping It Will Come Back, Knowing It Won't

Thursday, February 23, 2006

with just one star

its a quite night tonite......
online, i engage myself talkin to my angel only.
no one else.
only late nite then i talk to simin.

went i look out the window, at the sky,
i saw a star.
just one star.
twinkling.

it amaze me how we stand on our own feet but keep falling down.
it surprise me on how we misses tht someone but have no courage to tell them.
it scares me to be in this mess n cant get out of it.
it freaks me out to know tht another day have pass without talkin to you.
it makes me wonder if i can continue being like this.

ohwell, i cant crawl back to you can i?
cos ure happy now.
n i wont be able to destroy it.

~

last nite, i watch the tammy porn video.
i was grossed out.
anyway, its boring.

it didnt even turn me on.
unlike paris hilton video.
it turns everyone on!!!
hahahahaa...


both of them lack of experience i suppose (not tht i have any) but well, its just tht..u got to see it for urself. even simin say its boring.

well, judge it urself la k..


I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

chiao.

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