does your heart remember how it used to feel when you use to think of me?

at first i was worried shit. then i panicked. then i was hurt. and then i was pissed.

suddenly i miss my cheesecake so much. i bet when i see her and i hug her.. she will not ask me why i cry. but she will tell me that i will get thru it.

"there's two type of friends. a bad friend and a good friend. you're in between, which means Nothing."

at last someone dare to slap me with the right fact.

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i doubt myself. i doubt that i'm doing it. i don't know. i feel scared. yes. scared. SCARED. scared that the roses are too much of the thorns than a flower. i lost my confident. i lost my smile. i lost me.

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alvin and the chipmunks are here. i don't know if i'm gonna watch it sad isn't it? i mean who wants to watch it with me? yea. Chipmunks. and i'm not watching it. oh and i love the songs. if i'm attached i will like to dedicate Only You (And You Alone) to that someone. hahahahaa... wait long long la.

...Namun Cintamu Abadi