Sitting And Wondering If You Ever Know How Much Of You Is Part Of Me

it was weird (yes i know i use the word weird again but i can't help it)
maybe i have changed. maybe i should have realised that i'm not that once a upon time rock chick who supposingly sing the tune that makes you happy and not pissed.

i don't know.
i'm seriously in a confuse-ness

"you need two hands to clap" shruts said that to me.

i need to do something.
friendships are worth the blood, right?

so show me a sign.
that i'm doing something right.
someone please?