i know you won't read this but who cares

i'm not gonna have another hate entry post in my blog anymore.
and i'm not sure if there is any purpose in trying to explain things out.

but here it goes.

i don't recall feeling fucked up that you guys are schooling together. what's more feeling out of place with you guys and all those shit.

and bout the picnic thing.. it wasn't a lie. it was meant for us to have some good times together. talk things out and stuff. what's wrong with talking our hearts out in a picnic? why must we have some heated arguments? i don't need a boxing match.

i feel weird.
cos suddenly, i feel that words were being shot at me.
never have that feeling before.

the world is really a weird place.
welcome home, aliens?




and you are running away from me...