alone

I get a funny feeling
it comes from deep inside
I get all mad and angry
wanting to go and hide

My doctor calls it depression
my dad says it's just me
But the thoughts and feelings
no one will ever be able to see

Some say I'm psycho
some say I'm just weird
It's like I'm a different person
and the old me just disappeared

I get really edgy
I want to commit suicide real bad
Then I get a headache
followed by feeling sad

I wish I could get help
I wish it would go away
Maybe if I keep praying real hard
it will some day.